University Life Update (sad bastardly talkings)

I am just not engaged in anything this semester. I hate all my classes, I hate everything.

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I don't know what I should do the next time I want to look "presentable" to someone. It's a small class presentation, not a whorehouse where I have to make myself up and try to get the highest bidder. 

Maybe I should just gift-wrap myself the next time? Maybe that will be presentable enough for them? And maybe a ribbon around my throat for a class hanging? Maybe that will be satisfactory enough to give me a 10/10?

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There are some courses which do I like, but I think the professor probably hates me because, during class discussions I just sit and scribble depressed robots in the margins of the reading we are supposed to be discussing. 

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I find myself so annoyed and irritated nowadays.

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Many times I cannot even get up in the morning without dreading the day ahead of me. Sometimes I just wish I had died in my sleep or something, so at least I don't have to face another day. 

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I think my place at uni should have gone to someone more deserving, someone intelligent. I am so dumb and stupid, seriously I can't even write a simple program. I mean I can if I want to, it's so easy. But I don't want to. I don't feel like it. I'm just wasting away. 

Thats why my place should have gone to someone else. 

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